Ponder mission

OK I am so ready to go back to work….i’ve been on vacation since the 23rd and i feel like an absolute bum! I feel like i need to wake my ass up at 6 in the morning and go slave for some people for about 8-12 hours and then come home…and if! i have time tend to myself. When your on vacation you realize how much of a life you dont have…I’ve come to realize that working is my life..thats what i actually look forward to in my days…shame shame shame……

Man! Almost the new year and my life still sucks! My credit is bad and I so need to go back to the gym! I havent been in like 3 months and I been eating everything in the kitchen except for the sink!! I finally decided to join one of these friend thingys..shit I mide-as-well  I get like 50 emails a days of people inviting me..hey cant been em join em!  I’m going to make "06" matter! I’m tired of sucking and I’m tired of being a loser..I will finally be able to pay all my bills on time and finally move into my own place……………………………………………ahahahahahahahaahahahah …YEAH! RIGHT!  what are the odds of that shit happening…well maybe ya never know…………..toodles……..